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jz last week friday as usual we are having our claZz@ umah umi kmi where d 1st lec. was abt Sabar...hmmph quite an interesting topic anywy cz at some point umi mention abt d reason knapa pertolongan hvn't sampai... hmmphh basically evnmore as usual our fav. topic oso been mention dat's abt kahwin...alahai~~miana ni??

but for certain point under my understanding to wat umi say it is more to like saying " Let go of everything 1st to hv d best of everthing, cz Allah rily tau wat is d best for kita n be sabar lah" well...pointing to diz point of my understanding is dat myb umi tau hw is hard for me to let go certain part of myself dat is related to haTi..strange but it's true dat i hvnt been thinking abt marriage eversince wat hppn cz all i think abt is to hv d same thing throughout--> i hvn't let go completely *owez burdening d same memory* huhuhu sedih eh..but umi tau wat to say "eventho it's hard but if we stil cudn't completely let go of it then pertolongan Allah wudn't smpai til d end cz Allah rily tau apa yg ada inside our heart, our desire, so let go of evertything n be sabar abt the timing of bila Allah wud tolong, cz sabar is menahan diri n it's rily a test of hw we rily devoted n trust dgn jnji2 Allah"

Cudn't say much dat day cz rily afta dat it's a determination hour...well i rily hope i'm determine enough... Ohwell may Allah gv me strength to be wholely determine on wateva i was doing... k..for now dat is it.. hehehe wud rily like to be a very clear minded person...

May Allah tsabatkn kita in tiz jalan n buat kita determine ol d way thru jz because of wanting His Redha..amin

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